Today, I just went for apply for a job. Almost a week past but I haven’t got a job. At first, I feel worries but after I started to read a book that I borrow from the library , I started think that maybe the week I haven’t got the job was the best time for me to rest. Rest for a rushing 4 years….. It may also like what I found from this book “you think now that spending a year in bed will be a tragedy. But it won’t be. You will have time to think and get acquainted with yourself. You will more spiritual growth in these next few months than you have made during all your previous life”. It just like a lecturer that had told me before “it was not wrong if u are introvert, when u alone… thinking yourself… introspection… actually it was the time for your level of thinking to growth”. Yes… It could be…. These few days, although I didn’t have the job yet but I did spend it on certain matter and did used the free time to read. I may get some inspiration from the book…. When I read the passage from this book, I feel that it may right… it may be a short period but it may was the right time for me to think to learn from the other way….
The sections from the first chapter that I had read, I did get some inspire passage like:
“We have too blind to see, too satiated to enjoy” …. Perhaps it was true to these reality worlds I think. Doesn’t u think that? We sometime will do this mistake?
“We seldom think of what we have but always of what we lack” ….we always blames for our unfortunates but we didn’t think and appreciate what we already had.
“Think of all we have to be grateful for, and thank God for all our boons and bounties”… We should be like that… I guess so… if not we will not regret until we found that we lost it. In Chinese idiom “人总要在失去时才懂得珍惜” means that humans learn to appreciate when they had lost. I know this meaning a lot… Although I was not experience lost a very big thing… even I just experience lost a chance but the meaning it give to me was very ‘hurt’ that I will always remember to appreciate what I had now like family, friend and life……