My second day after my “graduate” life was a rushing day for me but it value at all. As usual, I will go to Ukay Perdana there for art class. I’m lucky today, because Ms. Shirley, will bring us to there and sure she will fetch me back also. When the time was about 5.30pm, we just wanna come back from there but lucky I was able back to PJ at about 6.30 or almost 7 pm. And suppose I will wait for my brother together went back to my hometown but he told me that he was unable to do that. I start to think another plan for going back either back to Klang first then K. Sel the next day or go back to tomorrow…… Lastly, I had made an instant decision to go back one way straight to my hometown. I’m lucky because two of my friends are willing to help on this “long distance” to my hometown. When I just back to PJ around 6 something, I quickly and rushing to pick up some shirt and with my housemate Ben Chew help I was able reaching at Asia Jaya there early for waiting bus.
I forget how long I waiting the bus to Klang because I just think I was able to reach home early. When I reaching at Klang, It already getting night. I have to switch to another bus for my hometown. When I’m on the way, I ask the help for my friend, Eng Teck. I thought I can’t buy any cake that let me had the intension to change the plan to buying a cake to KFC. My friend had remained me that we had a friend that open cake shop and this keep my idea a life again. I ask him to buy a cake whether the shop was still open. At that time, the time was about 8 pm and still haven’t reach town yet. Lucky my friend can help me buy a cake for the special day. Thanks again to my friend, Eng Teck, for helping buying a cake and fetch me back at bus station.
So my second day after the “graduation”, I was giving it to my family. It was not bad for me instead I’m doing nothing at PJ. I didn’t tell my Mom that I will going back and I think the most value thing was not only I can giving a short time with them the most value things that I had done was……. Hehe… the surprise for my family especially my mom. Usually when I want to went back, I will give a call for her. Although it seems nothing, surprising, happy, shock but somehow from the eyes I can feel that the tears nearly come out from my mom. I think this was the most value to me for the decision that I had make. I’m too long didn’t coming back to my hometown and it was too long since CNY my mom didn’t see me. And I can’t remember since which year which semester I start not going back to my home town. If not mistake it was time I study foundation. Why… Last time I used to follow my friend car to going back to hometown. When I learn to independent, I try to take bus back to Klang. The reason I didn’t always going back to my hometown was the time taking bus to went back was consume a lot of time although it was near but I need take two turn of bus so if I back I usually went back to my grandmom house at Klang.
That night, I try to talk to my mom. I told her what special and funny thing that happens to me in my Uni life. Last time, I seldom talk more personal things to my mother like I want to chase a girl….. but changes and improving was important because when I went out for study I found family was important and when study psychology, I know the communication within the family member was important so I doing what I know now. The best way to improve was starting from someone and I know I was the one had to do first. Although, the time I stay with my family was not really enough for 24 hours I thinks that exclude the sleeping time but I appreciate the chance I can talk to my sister and brother to giving them encouragement in every aspect. Before I was going back to PJ with my friend at 5 something, I was manage went to my second auntie house for a while. I also talk to them and sharing some view to my cousin that also graduates early one month than me. The decision to back for a while at this special day was value for me because I know when I study outside and not going back some more my brother also working outside and also seldom coming back my parents especially my mom will miss us much. I always think that I should appreciate and doing what ever I can right now before too late. I still remember when I told my mom regarding I want continue my study for degree, she was the one who very support me to continue to study although she know nothing what I should study.
I feel glad because I can have my time eating with my parents and sibling and chat with them. It was long time we didn’t gather to eat together since CNY. Although it leaves off my brother but the important was I was able come back and giving a little time to them. My mom told me that Sunday also my father birthday in Chinese Lunar Calendar so amazing……. Because my choice was correct and I’m lucky because able buy a cake also…. When back to my home, I also able to get some “reward”. The reward here was mean like I able to get book that I buy back to PJ for read. I bring a Chinese version Dale Carnegie— How to win Friends & Influence People 人性的弱点全集. I also found two nice new songs from radio which was 爱来的刚好—-张智成 and 如果我变成回忆 — TANK. So I was thinks that it was a value trip also although it only one day half I stay at home.
I found that 爱来的刚好 —-张智成 this song lyric was very mean to my recent situation.
爱来的刚好
张智成
总是和你擦肩而过回头看着你走
我说服自己你从来就不属于我
也在心里偷偷想过拥有你陪伴的生活
对我会是多么奢侈的梦
你完美的太过火有太多的选择
我还能付出什么除了爱你
我一无所有
爱来得刚刚好 慢一步我就走掉
或许上帝听见心中的祈祷
如果我变成回忆
(如果你变成回忆)
TANK
如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
(如果你变成回忆终于没那么幸运)
没机会白着头发满山牵着你看晚霞落去
(没机会见你头发默默跟着你看着你离去)
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
(漫长时光总有一天你我会再见面)
若有人可以让他给你我不怪你
(若有天可以让我爱你我珍惜你)
快乐什么时候会结束呢
(幸福 什么时候会开始呢)
哪一刻是最后一刻
(哪一次是最后一次)
想把你紧紧抱着
(想把你拥入怀里)
可知你是我生命中的最舍不得
(可知你是我现在唯一最不舍得)
